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It's hard to Say...

On Hiatus
Permanent? Temporary?
Only God knows. I really need to take some time to relax and disappear. Don't worry, it usually happens to me. I'm in a continuous evolution. and if you ask me WHY, hardly I can reply. I just deleted all of my accounts, Faby the slayer is disappearing, bohemian Joker is now another brand new girl who's gradually finding her way.
F-List (maybe I should speak about the ones I always disturbed with my comments) I really love you. In that strange virtual way but yes, I do. I just wanted to be clear with you all.
Peace, rock out and find your way. I'm starting my journey to find mine.
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It's gotta be Bunnies

Okey, Here I am again.
Tonight I just escaped from my flatmate to make kinda of movida or happy hour, I went to Uni at *coff coff* 6 PM and some friends, seeing me at THAT hour, asked "Are you wating for smt? Were you in class?"
"I'm waiting for the others to do the happy hour". So professional, isn't it? We stole tons of sandwiches, slices of pizza and had dinner in the bar.
I think we're the shame of our Uni, most of time we stay in the coffeeroom laughing and making noise metting always new people.
fortunately I come back home and my flatmate is studying
*I know, nobody studies at 8 PM in a no-exam period, but she does*
so I'm just influenced by her and I read something, make some exercises just not to feel that lazy.

Asked for Erasmus project. The teacher was kinda nice at me, he answered to all my questions even if he treated me like a stupid. He was pitying me, a poor little first year girl who'll never pass the exam.
"you've to know that is a long period, nine months!"
OMG really? I didn't pictured that. I've not been realising it until now. ù.ù
I'm just arguing with the Uni-site to understand which possibilities offers every university, let's see if I can make a choise before the selection :)

I've to read 5 books and 3 manuals for Russian Literature's exam. History of Russian Futurism is the most boring book ever. I couldn't just keep my eyes open this afternoon. I'm really disappointed because I love the teacher *she cannot match clothes, but we cannot blame her for this* and the topic is really interesting. However, that manual is such a bore. Huge and useless. It keeps repeating the same concept during 20 pages. Please, stop it!

Anyway, after a rocking and rolling weekend, most of which I do not remember of because of 4-5-6 beers I shouldn't have drunk, I'm in Parma again. Of course I've already watched all my episodes (even if, God knows why, the 4X09 Heroes Episode is cut at min. 22 ;__;)

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I want to Break Free

Just a quick update for you, my beloved friends.
I know you're anxious to know what a hell happened to your heroine.
Yep, I'm in Parma now. I lie in this little flat with a friend of mine *actually now she's sleeping in front of me* and I study in our bathroom because we've to share a room (bed/living/diningroom plus kitchen).
I'm not complaining at all, it's such a great thing even because up to now I've got enough time to study for my Friday's exam.
I just want to apologize 'cause I've not time now to comment on your journals *yep, i'm a bad friend* but tomorrow I'll do it, I swear.
I just want to review quickly some TV Shows I've been seeing during these nights.

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I gotta go, I really need to rest. Promise I'll be back tomorrow.
Rock on Guys *Queen Music is driving me crazy*
And, yes, Saturday Night is hardcore Superstar night! I'm going to their concert in Bologna, so excited ^^ A perfect gift for the fist exam attendance, don't you think?
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Moving on...

Ufficialmente On Hiatus
niente, è destino che ogni volta che si chiude un capitolo della mia vita io debba intraprendere grandi svolte
(ciò spero non significhi che per ogni storia finita io cambi città, però in questo caso è stato un buon incentivo).
Finalmente, detta la parola FINE, mi sento pronta a rifarmi un po', anche se non so ancora bene cosa questo voglia dire xD
Causa appunto trasferimenti vari non ho idea di quanto tempo dovrò aspettare per riconnettermi con regolarità, inoltre ho un esame la settimana prossima e ogni momento libero è a solo uso e consumo dello studio.
Statemi bene patatini, non dimenticatemi ;___;


tired

I'm gonna give you a little somethin' you can't take off.


mental insanity makes me LOVE this Gif. So I'll post it again and again ♥

Okey so please just remember me that sleeping nothing at all on Sat. Night
(instead of doing it I played cards, table games and ping-pong with my dear friends I hadn't seen for a while. It has been awesome even if I should have slept even just an hour. I know I'll be like a zombie for the whole day but if I just touch my bed I fall asleep. The deepest of ever.
However, what people say it's right. It's stranger than getting drunk. It's like you have not the complete control of yourself...and I had some visions until couple of minutes ago xD
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Just a couple of reviews. As I said some days ago I won't be online that much but I really wanna be here even just to check my flist *oh, what would I be without you?* and review my TVShows.
(1 day and an half and I saw 4 episodes)


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Quite over, as you can see, just I'd like to underline that I'm leaving House for the moment. I've no time to follow italian TV schedule, no lust to see it even because there are other TV Shows I'm interested with. For example Betty which is restarting this week ♥
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I'm not dead


*Hug Needed*

Okey, okey giuro che non è colpa mia.
Non si tratta di pigrizia, assolutamente. A mia discolpa posso dire di avere mille mila puntate di Heroes, Dexter e Dollhouse arretrate.
Sono mediamente disperata, mi sento anche colpevole perchè ho trascurato la mia ingente quantità di commenti inutili che solitamente vi propino. Rimedierò (solo èerchè so che non vedevate l'ora).
Ma ho paura che in questo periodo sarò molto fantasmatica (basti pensare che non ho neppure il tempo di scrivere in inglese xD). Faccio orari da ufo (oggi poi è il massimo: 8.00 - 19-30 olè) ed ho mille mila materie impossibili tra cui filosofia del linguaggio con annesso prof maniaco ed estremamente prolisso.
Inoltre ho passato una settimana a meravigliarmi di come i miei soldi scompaiano dal portafoglio alla velocità della luce quando si parla di libri (che paiono più Bibbie in sanscrito con traduzione a fronte per l'imponenza) e la prof di Russo, vista la quantità di alunni, ci ha spronato ad abbandonare il suo corso °_°
Siamo partiti proprio bene.
Insomma, la sera provo ad uscire un po', il lunedì lavoro e quando ho un attimino provo ad iniziare a studiare (o almeno ricopiare gli appunti di quelle lezioni che sono sovrapposte).
Si lo so, è solo questione di organizzarmi ;______;
Yes I can!
okey non ci credo manco io però, dai ora riproverò finchè non mi ci convinco (:

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Day 6

After a day working hard
(please, remind me that being an information-point-girl at 13 PM on Saturday is the same fun as watching all the Beautiful episodes *with advertising and all the rest*)
today I found some time to continue theis meme. I already know the quote I'll post. Can be one of the most selfish and hopeless quotes of ever. For me it's just the truth, a truth you've to learn fast and clear to survive at everything is coming after you. Actually the woman that said this was the anti-model for everyone, maybe that's why I love her so much.

the 7 days meme
Day one • a song
Day two • a picture
Day three • a book/ebook/fanfic
Day four • a site
Day five • a youtube clip

Day six • a quote
Day seven • whatever tickles your fancy

"Don't Compromise yourself.
It's all you've got"
- Janis Joplin